Finding me.

I love being a mom. I love being a wife. But I feel like that's all I am. 

Where is the 'me' I was before I was either of those? 

I was so self confident, loud, obnoxious, the life of the party. I was friends with everyone. I had enough energy to go out every weekend. 

Hell, I had enough energy to go out for dinner... 

How did I get so frumpy and boring?

I feel like I have not yet found my real self. I don't thoroughly enjoy doing 1 single thing. I really haven't found much of anything that I enjoy so much that I consider it a hobby.

I feel like, aside from raising my daughter, I am doing nothing for myself. 

I am bored. With life. 

I CAN'T FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO.


Like I said, I love being a mom. But I know I can be so much more. I just don't know what.

I am stuck in a massive rut and I don't know how to get out.

When any of you figure out how to find yourself, please let me know your secret.




I'm dying here. Of normalcy.